Mid-Term week is coming up, and I'm am so not looking foward to it.
- My biology teacher is a beast at writing up tests, THEY'RE SO HARD. If I wanna pass this, I need to study like crazy
- My religion teacher is just a plain out wack job. Her tests include shit that she never taught us before. What the hell?
- My English teacher is on some kind of heroine. But I'm not nervous for her mid-term
- Computers is balls. I don't need that shit but I still have to study for it =/
- Italian will kill me, end of story
- Alegebra I will fucking ace without studying
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~ I still don't know how I feel about you. One minute I hate you, and the next I want every part of you. Please do something that will help me make up my mind.
~ I can finally say I like you. It's a good feeling now that everythings done and over with. I'm glad we are on speaking terms now.
~ Everytime I see you, I feel like I like you, but then when I'm not with you, I feel like you don't exist. We should talk more, I'd like to know you exist in my mind sometime.
~ I love this feeling. I had this itsy bitsy crush on you but you have a girlfriend so I automaticallly disregarded all feelings for you except friendship. Now I'm over it and we're best friends, literally. I love it, and I don't have to worry about being "the other girl".
~ You're a creeper! No! I do not want to go out with you sometime. No! I do not want to talk to you. Go away! You stalk me and my friends and it's creepy as hell. Stop creeping on everybody and getting phone numbers off of mobile uploads on facebook. It's mad creepy. You are a creep in fact and everyone knows it. So what's gonna make you stop? You literally freak me out, I can't even look at you... ew
~ We lost touch and we used to be best friends in the beginning of the year. I still love you though. I just wish we'd talk more than we are now.
" could you take me back to where we began? "
- Location:Bedroom Window
- Music:Take Me Back - Paramore
i was going to stop posting here. i was trying to think about where i could move it to, or if i should even continue at all to try and communicate directly like this with y'all. it isn't that i don't enjoy it or that i think something like this is so great that it should be considered a reward... it's not... but it's just that this place, our bloggy community, had become something that i hoped it wouldn't.
not sure if you will agree or disagree but i feel like "paramoremusic" is on the up and up. not really sure where we are at with "paramoreband" but i guess we shall see in time. i'm going to keep posting here. i'm not going to reply to negative comments, so as not to encourage any more stupid people to come in and get some sort of rise out of me... and if i do my part then i hope you all will do your part to encourage more positivity around this place.
the thing that i hope everyone takes away from this direct line we have to you guys is the fact that just because we may have a song on the radio, or sold "this many" records and done "this many" things... we are just the same as we've always been. sure, we've changed. BUT. we are the same 5 people who started the band in 2004. we don't believe any hype that may be written about us... and we all realize that in one single day it could all be gone. what matters is this. the connection. that's what outlives any good write up... it outweighs the number of records sold... it means the most. and that's why i can't let any negative hype that is created right here push me away from keeping this thing going.
so again, do your part and i'll do mine. the guys (if they decide to come in and post haha) will do theirs.
CAN WE BE FRIENDS!?
Hayley
- Music:Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory
just to keep up with you
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Isn't it Ironic? A few days after you become single and the day after we actually had a legit conversation you went out of your way to come near my locker to talk to your friend whose locker is right next to mine? You've NEVER done that before, why now? I knew what you were trying to do, I've tried to do it myself. Are you trying to get my attention? Because frankly, you're not.
- I purposely went out of my way to avoid you today. And I'll be honest, I did a good job ; barely saw you. I'm proud of myself for that. Of course my feelings for you are unexplainable, but the only way to let go is to move on. I don't give up that easy. And whose to say I'm giving up on you? I'm not giving up on you. I'll be waiting when you need me. I'll be there when you need someone.
- Get my point? Of course not. I'm MISUNDERSTOOD. No matter how much I care about someone, the other side of me wants to forget, GIVE UP. I have alter egos that sometimes get the best of me. But deep inside, I know what I want, I know what I need, I know what I believe. "Cling to what you know and never let go"
- I guess you can say I still want every part of you. But you can also say that I want to forget you and all that you are. Both assumptions are correct. But what side is greater? I can't honestly honestly answer that. I don't need to lie to others just to make them believe I'm over it, most especially, lie to myself.
"did you think that I was gonna give it up to you this time?"
- Location:Bed Room
- Music:Amazing Because It Is - The Almost
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HAPPY NEW YEARS!<3
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This year started of well; with family and friends. I couldn't ask for anything more
- I must say I was in an awkward situation. My step brother's girlfriend slept over new year's eve. But the worst part was when I heard she was sleeping in my room. I hate when people sleep in my room, I'm a private girl and like to keep whats mine my own. But she went to my old school and we weren't the best of friends, so the awkwardness just tripled. Oh God, what do I do now? I did nothing; just kept my thoughts to myself. The next day she remained in my house until about 6 pm, that's a long ass time.
- My best friend is in a difficult situation. And she seeks help from me; WHY ME? Apparently I know what I'm doing in life (what the hell?). I told her one thing that could solve her dilemma; HONESTY. One word I've respected so much in my life.
- Something happened today and it made my new year so much better, I hope it gets better
- Location:living room
- Music:DEGRASSI
I'm Megan and I'm headstrong yet passive. I'm far from naive and miles away from ignorance. I'm misunderstood. The simple things in life etrememly amuse me and if you take the time to figure me out, I'll return the favor.
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- My journals are emotional, at least for me they are.
- If you disagree with the way I handle things in my journals, well, this is my journal, not yours.
- Comments are always read and advice is always helpful.
- If you are dealing with something similar to my life, I'm here to help. Your story is important.
- I'm most active on the paramoremusic community.
My journals explain my personality sufficiently better than I can.
- Location:Bed Room
- Mood:
excited - Music:Manhattan - KIngs of Leon
- Mood:
intimidated - Music:turn it off-paramore
- Location:Volterra, Italy
- Mood:
sleepy
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:mgmt-electric feel
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